
Friday, December 15, 2006
Merry Christmas All

Thursday, December 14, 2006
I Wonder

What will I say?
Will we find each other interesting
and be lost in each others eyes?
Will you see past the mask I wear?
Will you want to know more
Or be totally lost in your boredom?
Are we kindred spirits on the same path
Or strangers only to keep searching?
Do you see me for the person I am?
Do you wanna know me?
Will it be fun and exciting?
Will we dance, laugh and drink
Or sit there in awkward silence?
Not knowing what to say!
Does your heart pound
When I look at you and smile?
Will you contact me again?
These are the things I wonder…
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
WHAT ARE YOU???
You are The Devil
Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession
The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.
Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
Dying

You have left me in the darkness
Left me here in my thoughts
To feel the pain you inflict
Your words tear open my soul
Your hands break open my skin
I’m failing at this game of life
Losing each and every day
My soul is fading
With each waking moment
I’m slipping into the darkness
Shadows all around me
Disappearing more and more
I cannot see that sweet guiding light
Its been extinguished. You killed it.
I hate you for that I hope your happy
I hope you can sleep at night
Do you even realize what you have done?
You have broken me down
You have killed all the good in me
My tortured soul filled with hate
There is nothing left
I will vanish in all my despair
To be forever lost
Monday, December 11, 2006
A Giggle
Dear Santa,
I have been a good boy.
It really wasn't my fault what happened at Dawn's Office party. It was Kerrin who spiked the punch with too much Hunters Gold. I can't help it if I drank 2 glasses. It was so good---smelled and tasted just like Vanilla.
I thought it was funny when I put Rachel's Jeans on my head and danced the Rave on the Couch while singing `Everthing I Do I Do It For You'. I didn't mean to break Dawn's Cell Phone and don't know why Dawn would accuse me of Stealing.
I don't remember calling Sean's wife a Talking Pony---even though she looked like one with Black eye shadow and Blue lipstick!
And when I threw up on Emily's husband's Back, it was only because I ate too much of that Lasagne.
After all that fun, I admit I was a little tired. So I fell asleep on my way home and drove my Ferrari through my neighbor's Bed Room. I don't think that was any reason for my neighbor to call me a Fun Tiger and have me arrested for Murder!
So, Santa...here I sit in my jail cell on Christmas Eve, all silly and exciting. And I'm really not to blame for any of this kind stuff. Please bring me what I want the most---bail money!
Sincerely and singing yours,Lindi (Really a nice boy!)
P.S. It's only 7 bucks!
MY DARLING

You stared at me
So wide awake and alert
Taking everything in
I never ever imagined
That I could ever love so
You have change me
In every good way imaginable
You are such a happy little baby
With your gorgeous smile
And happy little laugh
Babbling away at everything
You are my light
My life
My morning star
My purpose
My being
My world
I Love You
Friday, December 8, 2006
Love

Give love and you will receive it…
Thursday, December 7, 2006
I SEE YOU

You think your invisible
You block off all your feelings
You pretend those words don’t affect you
Make yourself numb to the pain
But I see you…
You get up in the morning
And put on your face for the world
You tell yourself there is nothing wrong
Keep telling yourself “I am fine”
But I see you…
Deep down inside your soul
Your crying, screaming, fighting
To survive….
Angel

A typically benevolent celestial being that acts as an intermediary between heaven and earth, especially in Christianity, Judaism, Islam, and Zoroastrianism.
A representation of such a being, especially in Christianity, conventionally in the image of a human figure with a halo and wings.
angels Christianity. The last of the nine orders of angels in medieval angelology. From the highest to the lowest in rank, the orders are: seraphim, cherubim, thrones, dominations or dominions, virtues, powers, principalities, archangels, and angels.
A guardian spirit or guiding influence.
A kind and lovable person.
One who manifests goodness, purity, and selflessness.
Informal. A financial backer of an enterprise, especially a dramatic production or a political campaign.
Tuesday, December 5, 2006
INSTANT CHANGE

It cant be… How could it be?
I was so safe… so careful!
Im sure its just wrong… Faulty.
I check again…
Waiting…. Waiting…
Thoughts running through my mind.
POSITIVE!
I sit down…
Shock streams through my entire body.
My whole life has changed.
I walk through the door.
Make my mom coffee… Sit her down.
Mom I have something to say…
IM PREGNANT!
My mother gets up, walks across the room…
Wipes the tears off my cheek and hugs me…
Monday, December 4, 2006
Where is the Love???
We live in an age where tonight your in SA and you land in London the following morning... Need to speak to someone in America, great you just pick up your cell phone or better yet email them. Our society thrives on being connected and yet with all the technology in the world, finding that special someone has become more difficult. With all our connectivity and technological advancements never has our society been more lonely than it is now...
People look to join dating web sites, heck you can even meet people using your cell phone. You would think meeting people would be alot easier...